Surprise

Im caught between reality and infectious dream. there could never be a good promise other than what im holding right now..that i can't spill yet due to lack of concrete plans. But rest assured that in time coming i will be doing some good changes in my blog. I will be including my future in the next post and will let you meet my special promise. I am flabbergasted at the moment..how can i explain this without flaunting much information.hahaha.

Recently i had done few setbacks and withdrawals from my unwanted past, my wrong doings and the growing pain in my chest. literally saying that there are people i really can't stand anymore. No false promises, No dreams   will wasted just because someone hurt you bad that you could not even think wisely. Erase, remove and delete them in your present life.my present life. Im sorry for being mean and for being fucking outspoken BUT PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE. i want my life back the way it was, normal, happy and full of opportunities.

I do not want to cling on something that is obviously fake. sometimes we have to learn to let go to get the positive energy back. Why choose to be second option when in the first place you offer them the front place. When you make them your primary and yet they make you the last one..plus in the back. Gawd. humiliating enough..dont deserve a second chance..

Basically this is a turn over. Life has to be fair to me since i am being kind enough not to be a bitch.


Iv'e got a date with bf today.