It’s weird that I’m about to leave my money in my locker today. It’s worth a cough and badly need it for my pen tablet. Supposedly I’m bringing it home with me but I’m having cold feet just a moment ago just the thought of carrying it outside with no one to walk with. And It’s apparently 7:27 pm now. I will be out at 8:30 frankly that’s a bit to ask for. I’m a bit worried to leave my money in my locker, but I am more freak out to hid it in my bag while I have to dash myself super quick to be able to get on time at terminal. But If I knew the queue would be again unbelievably long just like last night. It took 30 minutes interim before next van came. Am I dying or something? For real my heart just skipped multiple times..it feels like premonition. Oh my gawd..Now is not the right time. I’ve held quite amount of money before and a few times but this is different I feel like something is set to happen. Please don’t let it be. Or it’s just me with one of my delusions of escaping time and forwarding it until I get my ass off from work tomorrow..Or maybe for a brighter note I am just too intoxicated. Yep, I believe that is.
A conversation with a friend
Me: Do you ever feel this thing when you’re about to meet someone that you have not actually seen in your life. you’re all fueled up, positive and even grinning the whole time..and to think you have prepared for this your entire month and then in the end it was disappointing? Not even a pinch close to whatever you have imagined of? How am I suppose to react?
Friend: Why are you meeting someone later today?
Me: No I’m about to buy something tomorrow. And that’s robbing my own bank account for that.
Friend: Then you’re not making sense at all. Stop with the stupid introduction you could have asked me if it’s worth the cost.
Me: That’s what I call creative question smart pants.
Friend: (rolling her eyes)
I have profusely thought of this. I just know I needed to get my hand on that magic. Thank you God for straying my little brain from unwanted illusion. Break is over- gotta get back now.
Did I ever mention that having a phone that can blog is the most awesome thing in the world? well next to food-family-friends and others. BITE ME.
ciao.
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