Confession session

I went to my Ob last month for my follow up check due to my menstrual irregularities.I was advised to take Diane 35 pills to regulate my period system.

I’m almost done with my first pack. I have yet to finish 4 of them in the days coming. And I cannot wait to finish this pack and get off from it freely.  I’ve been having mood swings and I cannot control it any longer. This is just too depressive for me. I cry for no reason at all. I get angry easily and I prefer not speaking for the whole day if that would refrain me from getting into another heat discussion.

My migraine deflated in a few days but came back after taking half of it. It is not too prominent to be actually called migraine but a head ache only it happens every freaking day. After every meal I feel like throwing up but it never really come to the point that I throw up just a pigment of little kicks from stomach, but disturbing…too disturbing that sometimes makes me dizzy in a minutes.

I shouldn’t have taken it in the first place. Im starting to bloat-even my chest hurts occasionally. Wearing bra is unbearable that I’d rather embarrass myself in baby bra or no wire at all than suffer in pain.

I went back to my Ob to report my depressive progression and she told me to finish the pack and she might just change my pill. I don’t want to take any pill anymore. I don’t care if Im only getting every other month period and dysmenorrhea is killing me,I wont care if I don’t get my period for 3 consecutives months That is much acceptable than water retention occupying my body and making look like a pig- I could retain myself from giving up but wobbly legs in the evening when I’m about to sleep is another hell thing. It’s tiring. for real. This is not for my body type. I’ve read thousands of negative reviews about this pill.Not to forget that  I cannot sleep because my legs feels like being beaten.

And I swear I am just another one of those of remorseful.

It may have cleared up my skin but Im pretty sure that zits will be attacking me any moment I stop taking the pill. I will survive in that. I am.

So to anyone planning to take this one, It’s necessary that you take pre cautions before swallowing this pill. Ask your Ob and tell your worries. if you don’t want to gain weight-make sure to mention that to your doctor also.

Yes it will replenish your previous skin problem but will get back at you once you stop taking it. And they surely mentioned that it will double the numbers of pimples you used to have.

Yes your chest will have one size up or difference but it will hurt occasionally. Experienced.

Yes It’ll make you gain weight. at an early use. Your lower stomach part will bloat like jello. Experienced.

Your hips will get wider than you used to have but beware of cellulites appearing as well because your skin get stretch.

And if you are body conscious.  Don’t be fooled by the promises that you hear from people using it. Yes it has different side effects and works for others too. This Is Just Not For Me.

Shame on me.

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