Tormented

I had my mind wandering for the past 48 hours while i am doing my jobs half asleep. I didn’t knew this would come as soon as i thought. I have to decide whether to pass that application or not. I am still enjoying somehow along the little stream of works i am getting everyday. it doesn’t require much of physical activity. All i need to do is glue my ass in that swivel chair and do what i am supposed to do. But then again i had came to the point  of saturation wherein old jobs means boring, lame, and monotonous. I needed to get out of that balloon.poke a hole in it and blast move forward. Changes is a little bit scary for me. I have fear of being rejected in the process of making friends, learning the new job, and even opening up in a new challenging environment.  I couldn’t smile. My mind just froze for a moment i was told i need to make up my mind in a day. Give in or leave it.

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