Thursday, February 26, 2015

my side of a coin

dear person with power you can't handle,

I used to question myself a lot especially on times when you throw some fit we dont know where its coming from. I always defend you, maybe we are being aggressive and harsh that you find it intimidating. maybe you wanted so much to be close to us that you do things beyond measure, actually you are exaggerating things that dont need to be emphasize, but since you have the bragging rights you do your way. we let you for months. it was painful tolerating your immaturity.

And we didnt stop you there we wanted to give you chance, that perhaps your over reactions from the last confrontation was flared up due to unbearable jealousy. yes you were too jealous you would never admit it. it was okay, it was fine. we were good with that you have the right to dictate our relationship with whom we wanted to be close with.

apparently no you never had the right to control our feelings. we are your followers but we have our own feelings, decision and life.

For the second time you asked again our understanding, I know in our heart we were wrong too. we said our parts and we were sorry for "intentionally" as your own word for hurting you in a way that we still compare you and our previous leader. which in all fairness, we have the strongest relationship as leader and follower because he was effective.Im not saying youre not, Im saying maube try a little harder in your own way.

People are not going to follow you by using a whip or demand. followers follow by an effective instruction.

We are just not your people, we are your people whom you can trust, and maybe whom you can talk too.

Dont give us the "busy note on every occasion we need you. your job is to listen and help us and not step on us just because you dont want your boss to find you siding. Maybe you have reputation to prove to your boss, but you may have forgotten that along with your responsibility is a leadership we can be proud of. but you failed big time.

On a third blow up, you decided to split us not because the company need it but because you find it as an attempt of alliance againts you, for god sake! an alliance for what?

The reason you were giving was a result of unplanned decision. it was different from each of us. we dont know which one is real. what we know is you being two faced is a shame. be careful when using your power, karma is bitch,it can slap you back even if youre not watching, it usually barge in like that.

I was planning a very lenghty letter but recalling everything is a torture. I cant help also but recall your face while Im at it, I am more disgusted by your inappropriate and pretentious face when your trying to explain your side. it is just fucking disturbing how a face like that can be sly and ruthless.

We shouldnt have trusted your sweet talks.

And ending this letter just makes me angry.

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