What I'd be starting doing on 2015,the things that resonates as of the moment and I find important. But maybe half way through the year I'd rethink about it. This is not a new year resolution either but a to do things, unofficially.
1.Passport- I should have renewed my passport ages ago, but my ever reliable procrastination kicks in for about a year and so I never had the chance to visit at DFA. it's my nature.
2. SSS ID- oh my gulay if you only knew how many years have I been sitting my ass working in a pretentious corporate world and didn't even flinch on checking my SSS, I'm the most horrible tax payer citizen living in this country, Iv'e been paying for moons and my SSS has not been finalize, sucks that I am still a temporary SSS member just because my birthday does not match on either of my ID's and my SSS details. Hopefully I'll be able to fix that in this year.
I wished this sparkling lady, I mean him, was my lab partner I could have been saved by my stupidity in life.
3. Contact Lens- I have been asking about this shit for months now, I am person who can't even put any pointed stuff near my eye and create that cat eye look because I am scared with it, Just the thought about contact lens gives me goosebumps, How can I ever push that inside my eye? Does that even give you extra clearness to your eyeballs? I have the habit of leaving my eyeglass at home or at work because my memory capacity is only limited to my pouch, which contain my lippies and powder. I should be getting one to save me from embarrassment of flicking and twitching eyes when reading.
This is what's preventing me from getting one, the possibilities of poking your eyes and the gazillion tragic reason of blindness.
4. Make art- Make art, countless of them and show the world. Need I say more?
5. Save- This one is still in question because my ability to save is rate from 3.2 to -.001, in short it's nowhere near me. I have tried hundred times in a span of my working days. Fortunately I have 2 accounts in bank that is sitting in silence waiting to be deposited or at least checked by. I used to be proud of it, until I realize I have to be dropping something there or I'll start losing one by one.
This is so far what I have earned in 10 years of my life. lol
6. Laptop- As i said in my above statement I'm trying to save, but I have things I need to buy, like laptop how am I supposed to create my artwork when I don't even own basic materials for my digital arts (this is me trying to defend my inappropriate spending lifestyle.)
Not the exact brand Im saving to buy but hopefully you still get the picture.
7. Travel- Not a priority as of the moment but I have unyielding spark of spontaneous-ity in my cells that alarms whenever I feel pressured to everything. So I'm saving this space on my top 8, just in case I needed to get away at least that's part of my list, there wont be any guilty emotion underlying. My first place is Japan, Bali and Korea, I'd surely go further North but I'm pretty well unequipped of finances stability. the three would do good for me.
8. Work out- I'm done pretending I am not gaining any weight, I did, a little and it's not something huge to start acting up about work out, but I am not getting any younger and my love handles are evolving from handy to handful, it's beginning to look like I'm having a built in pouch on my belly, ready for a feast. Seriously making quite a scene on all of my body hugging garments, I'm worried okay? It's a modern norms that people like to look fit even though they are under 50 kls. I got bitten by these skinny shit reform, I also believe that having a good and healthy lifestyle is fit. whatevs.
The truth is I was making the top 10 list on my journal so i decided to transfer that here,but my brain realizes I was making up too much shit that i don't think I would be really needing anytime soon. Until I become sober, and put things together, I will make up my mind and see If I really need the other 2 left on my list that is not type worthy here. But God knows I need them it;s just that the other left don't need me and I can't write that here, for a reason that this is published publicly, and humiliation to the next level is not part of what i dream.
I hope 2015 will a lot be nicer to me than 2014, I was sure I got out from hell the moment my clock strikes 12 last Dec 31. I was free, hopefully this is forever. Be the sickness go to hell and not come back.
1.Passport- I should have renewed my passport ages ago, but my ever reliable procrastination kicks in for about a year and so I never had the chance to visit at DFA. it's my nature.
2. SSS ID- oh my gulay if you only knew how many years have I been sitting my ass working in a pretentious corporate world and didn't even flinch on checking my SSS, I'm the most horrible tax payer citizen living in this country, Iv'e been paying for moons and my SSS has not been finalize, sucks that I am still a temporary SSS member just because my birthday does not match on either of my ID's and my SSS details. Hopefully I'll be able to fix that in this year.
I wished this sparkling lady, I mean him, was my lab partner I could have been saved by my stupidity in life.
3. Contact Lens- I have been asking about this shit for months now, I am person who can't even put any pointed stuff near my eye and create that cat eye look because I am scared with it, Just the thought about contact lens gives me goosebumps, How can I ever push that inside my eye? Does that even give you extra clearness to your eyeballs? I have the habit of leaving my eyeglass at home or at work because my memory capacity is only limited to my pouch, which contain my lippies and powder. I should be getting one to save me from embarrassment of flicking and twitching eyes when reading.
This is what's preventing me from getting one, the possibilities of poking your eyes and the gazillion tragic reason of blindness.
4. Make art- Make art, countless of them and show the world. Need I say more?
5. Save- This one is still in question because my ability to save is rate from 3.2 to -.001, in short it's nowhere near me. I have tried hundred times in a span of my working days. Fortunately I have 2 accounts in bank that is sitting in silence waiting to be deposited or at least checked by. I used to be proud of it, until I realize I have to be dropping something there or I'll start losing one by one.
6. Laptop- As i said in my above statement I'm trying to save, but I have things I need to buy, like laptop how am I supposed to create my artwork when I don't even own basic materials for my digital arts (this is me trying to defend my inappropriate spending lifestyle.)
Not the exact brand Im saving to buy but hopefully you still get the picture.
7. Travel- Not a priority as of the moment but I have unyielding spark of spontaneous-ity in my cells that alarms whenever I feel pressured to everything. So I'm saving this space on my top 8, just in case I needed to get away at least that's part of my list, there wont be any guilty emotion underlying. My first place is Japan, Bali and Korea, I'd surely go further North but I'm pretty well unequipped of finances stability. the three would do good for me.
8. Work out- I'm done pretending I am not gaining any weight, I did, a little and it's not something huge to start acting up about work out, but I am not getting any younger and my love handles are evolving from handy to handful, it's beginning to look like I'm having a built in pouch on my belly, ready for a feast. Seriously making quite a scene on all of my body hugging garments, I'm worried okay? It's a modern norms that people like to look fit even though they are under 50 kls. I got bitten by these skinny shit reform, I also believe that having a good and healthy lifestyle is fit. whatevs.
The truth is I was making the top 10 list on my journal so i decided to transfer that here,but my brain realizes I was making up too much shit that i don't think I would be really needing anytime soon. Until I become sober, and put things together, I will make up my mind and see If I really need the other 2 left on my list that is not type worthy here. But God knows I need them it;s just that the other left don't need me and I can't write that here, for a reason that this is published publicly, and humiliation to the next level is not part of what i dream.
I hope 2015 will a lot be nicer to me than 2014, I was sure I got out from hell the moment my clock strikes 12 last Dec 31. I was free, hopefully this is forever. Be the sickness go to hell and not come back.
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